Thursday, May 28, 2020

The Old Poem I Found

 

        I'm not sure if I've already written about this.  A couple years ago I was shopping for used books at the St. Vincent Dupaul across the street from where I lived in Kenmore.  There I stumbled upon the least expected book I already had: The Fall of 2002 Northwest Celebration of Young Poets collection, which featured the first poem I ever wrote for submission.  The poem was "Cry of the Wind", something I'd written in a bad state to help me get over the loss of my romantic interest at the time, Sandra.  The remarkable thing about this is I wrote my first published poem in one sitting, without any editing.  It was simply typed up and submitted online, taking about 30 minutes from start to finish.  It's probably the greatest achievement of my life so far, other than becoming a father; certainly career-wise. 

        To find that book 15 years later in a shop ready for sale, where someone could potentially spend their cold hard cash on something I'd written, was a monumental feeling- a true sign of something I could be successful at.   In hindsight that event should have been my calling.  Alas, I was too bogged down by depression and uncertainty to realize the opportunity when it spat on my shoes.  I should have studied English in college, not those dead-end sciences.  It would have helped me hone my writing skills at an earlier time, making me a better writer and perhaps even more prolific than I am today.  Oh well, the past can never be reconstructed, and that's probably a good thing. 

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